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"maybe i'll figure it out next month" is a monthly zine that starts in june, 2018 and ends in june, 2019. because the zines are digital, they may take on some unique formats. some things you might find in the zines: poetry, short fiction, playlists, diary entries, photos, illustrations, animations, music, games

if you donate $5 for these zines, think about it like this: you get one year's worth of monthly zines for less than $0.50 a zine! if you're able, i would greatly appreciate your support. if you're not, that's okay! i understand and i still greatly appreciate you looking at, interacting with, and generally being interested in my work, and i ask that you instead consider leaving me a comment or a rating or finding some other way to let me know your thoughts on the zines. either way, thank you!

(to clarify, if you choose to donate, you've only gotta do that once! I mean, if you super want to donate again I won't tell ya not to, but the idea was to donate one time and then download all future zines for free.)

i'll be uploading each month's zine to this space within a week of the next month starting.

if you ever have any accessibility concerns with any of the zines, please let me know what i can do to make them more accessible to you!

month one: june, 2018

format: pdf, mpeg4 (if this format doesn't work for you, please let me know and I will figure out an alternative!), mp3

contents: "a case of the quiets," "tl;dr: dance like nobody's watching," "congraduations," "chillville, usa," + a cover of peach pit's "seventeen"

month two: july, 2018

format: pdf (the dimensions of an iphone! well, my iphone), mpeg4, mp3, + a couple phone backgrounds 4 u!!! (in png form)

contents: "jobsite.com," real notes i've left myself late at night, "grief," "birthday month," "mirror selfies," some phone backgrounds i made 4 u,  + a cover of flatsound's"if you love me, come clean" (recorded at around 3 am, like i'm literally falling asleep during the cover)

month three: august, 2018

format: pdf :-)

contents: some stuff about moving away from davis, my college town, and some memories that came up while i was working on the zine

month four: september, 2018

format: pdf :-)

contents: a letter, a comic, and some favorite things. this has been a difficult and triggering month for many, so this month's zine is a bit light. the letter does reference Christine Blasey Ford & Anita Hill, briefly, but the topic is only brought up to reiterate something that many people have needed to hear this month: I believe survivors. the zine ends in a playlist, which you can listen to here, on spotify.

month five: october, 2018

format: approx. 9-min animated video

contents: existential fear, speak your mind, grief, just plain ole fear, and six (count 'em, six) AJJ covers. not sure why it felt like a bit of an AJJ month. i guess, this time last year, i was listening to em a lot while i was getting my driver's license. anyways, because the video file was pretty massive, instead of making it available to download, i put it on youtube. here's a link. if you want something to download, though, i put up the mp3's of the covers. :)

month six: november, 2018

format: text-based game. it's an HTML file, so open it up in-browser to play!

tw, cw: some gore! some stuff about being trapped in a small space!

plot: a spooky game set in a small town inspired by a couple rural places I've lived over the years. there are a couple different endings you can get.

month seven: december, 2018

format: 11-page pdf

contents: just kind of talking about a few things that happened in december, and the end of the year in general. a reflection in the form of a list of some stuff that happened in 2018.


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maybe next month (VOL. 1) 13 MB
maybe next month (VOL. 2) 10 MB
maybe next month (VOL. 3) 2 MB
maybe next month (VOL. 4) 2 MB
maybe next month (VOL. 5, sorta - see description for a link!) 5 MB
maybe next month (VOL. 6) 318 kB
maybe next month (VOL. 7) 842 kB

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